this letter i wrote in my class just now, kinda bored teehee fyi this is my future boyfriend characters. hopefully i get the right person hm yes i will ;
for now, all i can feel is misery. no love i can find, only sadness in my heart. i need someone to treat me as i deserve. not a guy who doesn't know how to make my day, how to make me smile. the old guy i used to love, he's no longer in my memory.
in the moment, i want someone special yes very special, the most fine of all. he'll be the one for me, mine forever and always. he won't let me down, when i'm falling to the ground. he will stand for me, at least hear when my heart screams. he better be cute, so he can make me smile everyday. but i wont ever care what car he drive, what he eat. i wont ask, 'how much money do you have ?' i'll love him the way he is.
i'll be stupid much if i want him to change. no matter what, no matter how, i want him to be mine. i don't wanna share cause wont be enough. i want the most of him, i want the best of him. he'll be the one who can take me up, away from this world i wanna be.
i don't want flowers, of course not the chocolate. i'm not hoping for his money, im not dreaming to take a ride in a ferrari. all i want, all i can ask for is love and attention. sincerely from him, honestly u want him. he won't be scared, won't be ashamed to say out 'i love you, i miss you'
so he'll be the one who will stuck at the bottom of my heart. plus, he won't care weither i wear a dress or a shirt. weither i wear a scarf or a hejab, probably not both. he won't care if i gain weight or i forgot his fave. that's the one i want, the perfect date.
210910 at 1745 hours ♥